TBS | When all is said and done

Pan shivered as he lingered in front of their leader's den. It was cold and dark outside, his choice to be outside definitely not one of his most brightest ideas. He knew that of course. His nose and paws felt like they were about to fall off. Still he lingered, trying to gather up courage for what he was about to do. He imagined his dad would be disappointed when he heard. Maybe he'd even get mad. Maybe he didn't want Pan near at all, the leader having passed quite the glare to him and his siblings during past trial d now with his kittens and Glendower both gone... Pan felt like he would only be a bother. He in all honesty had wanted to postpone this. To ignore it. But he couldn't. He had tried so hard but the feeling just wouldn't go away. Small tears of fear gathered in his eyes as he finally poked his head around the corner. Iorek would be so disappointed, he almost hope he'd just be mad. With a small voice the tom called: "Dad?"

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I've been going back and fro about this and have decided this really is the best thing to do for Pan's development. I don't really know what is in my options, so hence this in-character RP to figure it out.

Tagging Kitonika9 for Iorek